Thursday, August 21, 2014

Me...

Well... You've probably seen the last drama filled posts.... Well sadly this isn't any less drama-y..

I feel like this whole thing is my fault. I don't know why, I don't know how... I just feel like it is...

I feel like I could have stopped them last night, when I wasn't on... I feel like I could have saved us from this mess...


But I didn't, and I feel like it's my fault.

I want to cry, I want to curl up in a corner and cry. I want to fall into a hole, and stay there and cry... I feel like I've been ran over by a bus... no wait a tank..

I feel like it's me who said all of these things, when I didn't.... I feel like I'm taking the blame... when I'm not...


I just feel like, I played a part in this some how... I feel like this was all me.. When it wasn't....

I want to shut down this blog, so I can never see it again...


But what do you think? I'm putting up a poll...So if you want this blog, vote to keep it... if not... don't..


- A depressed partyanimalzz

19 comments:

  1. Anything about depression makes me sad, my grandma is in the hospital for depression, why cant people be happy? :'c and free of drama. For once i am glad i am not that famous, i have never really been in drama and i don't want to start now.

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    1. It doesn't matter if you are famous or not. Drama can happen anywhere at anytime.

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  2. It isn't your fault that all this happened! Besides, can't you guys just please for the sake of all your readers just forgive and forget and learn from your mistakes? Pretty plz with a cherry on top?

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  3. It's not your fault at all! Also, on the poll, I voted that you should keep it up! Also, I really want you to stay! Besides, you and your blog make AJ happier!
    -wolfhead73601

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  4. could I get a blue rectangle table for the nonmemberforever store? i will trade a red koala plushie and red tiger plushie. thanks!
    ~Fanata (by the way i am nonmember)

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  5. ♥♡fuzzhead Peace, Love, and UNICORNS!!♥♡August 24, 2014 at 9:25 AM

    :sigh:
    I have so many good friends i met on this blog....
    And, now it's falling apart DX
    I loved getting to help nms by donating items.
    :'(
    All this drama is why i sometimes wish i never played AJ :(

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  6. You know, I think this blog needs a fresh start. It might seem cowardly to avoid all the fighting and drama like this, which it's actually not at all, I just needed to say something wise for a change, but yeah. Fresh start, less (not necessarily free of) drama, blah blah blah insert inspiring quote here....
    I'm not taking this seriously enough, aren't I?
    So...yeah. I haven't any time left to copy paste my signature sigh-off, so...

    Shiver

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  7. I'm Suzi00, from the Animal Jam Good Times blog and i'm interested in becoming an author, in hope i can sort it out again just with some simple nonmember tips and tricks. I mostly see drama, and i think it should be how it used to: a fun drama-free blog for nonmembers and i'm hoping that by becoming and author i can help that.

    -Suzi00

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  8. Stuff like this happens to all of us sooner or later, i guess. It's her choice to keep the blog or not, but i personally want her to keep it, so all of us can enjoy it, and be friends! Even if Bad stuff happens, Good things are always around the corner, its just your choice to look for it. Probably none of this will be read, but if it does, i hope if helps! :) (I would rather go unnamed)

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  9. None of this is your fault! I hope you don't shut down the blog, because its my fave blog, but then again, im sure most of us would agree that! Maybe you should take a break, and enjoy the world for a while (It helped my Great aunt) :) -AppleBlaze

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  10. Please don't ever get rid of this blog. It is a great resource for non-member den and outfit ideas. Without it, where will non-members go for help? I don't know. You may be angry at each other, but if you abandon the blog, delete it, what will you have done? You would have disappointed many people, and later, you will regret it. I agree with jzale314, happiness is an opinion, you can choose to be happy or any other emotion. Purpleflora may have swore, but swear words are still words, strong words, but words nonetheless. She was caught up in the moment and didn't realize it might contribute to this. The other blog authors need to stop blaming each other, the blame game will never get you anywhere in life. And partyanimalzz, if you were not on when this happened, then you could not have stopped it. Sometimes things are bound to happen, it's destiny. I recommend all of you take a breather. Stay off the computer for a while, have some alone time to think about what went wrong. When you are ready you can all apologize and things will be much better. If you ever feel like things are going for the worst, take a break. It could have prevented all of this.

    I will now go back to being a derpy teen.

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  11. DRAMA
    major face palm.

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  12. You do realize that none of this is your fault right.

    This whole thing is just silly.
    And I thought this blog was a resource for non-members not a Dr. Phil episode.

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  13. Please don't shut down the blog! None of this is your fault and this blog is such a good resource for non members.

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